AboutTheUniverse

This is my laboratory of happiness and the place where my sanity ends.

MyZune

Time

Popular Posts

Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts

ilan taon ka na bang nabubuhay?
sa ilan taon bang ‘yon ikaw ba’y may saysay?
may dangal na kaakbay patungo sa hukay
may luhang papatak, kapag ikay nahimlay.

matatag ka ba?
nakatayo ka pa rin ba o gumagapang na?
luha’t pawis mo bay tila tigang na
nasa ilalim pa rin ng gulong at tila iniipit pa.

sa iyong paglalakbay, naitanong mo ba kung bakit
bakit mahiwaga ang buhay at tila kay lupit
saliksikin mo mang mabuti at alaming pilit
ang lalabas na kasagutan ay walang kasingpait

hanggang saan ang iyong kakayanan
may naiiwan ka ngunit madalas ikaw ang iniiwan
iniiwanan at di na muling binabalikan
at kung balikan man ay sang sulyap na lang

oo, lahat ng bagay ay may panahon
panahong bumagsak at panahong bumangon
panahong tila pisi ng isang guryon
rehas ng buhay ay yaon ding panahon

parang wala kang naramdaman
walang narinig kahit konting ingay man lang
isang saglit, kalahating segundo
ganyan kabilis ang buhay ng tao.

A convicted man
Killed six including a child
Raped a woman
And beaten her 'til she died

His sentence arrived
The payment for all his sins
Before the electricity end his life
He sincerely asked God's forgiveness with teary eyes.

Will God listen to him?

A rich man
End up dying on a sidewalk with nothing
All his life
He gave the needy his everything

On his pocket, there's a note
"Please donate my vital parts
to those who needs it to prolong their lives."
He's an agnostic.

Will God spare his soul?



________________________
::published in Andamyo Vol. 8
©November 2008

PDF HERE

Draw your gun
Pull the trigger, hit the target
Buy more token, try another game
Until it's almost gone

Buy and watch DVD movies
The pirated one
Better if that 24-in-1
Until it's almost gone

Collect matchsticks
As many as you can
Rebuild the World Trade Center
Until it's almost gone

Try PS2 games
The toughest one
Save it in just one day
Until it's almost gone

Pick a guitar
And perfect a piece
Try Canon or Happy Birthday
Until it's almost gone

Solve an equation
Try a+b=c, if that's too easy
Then solve the Theory of Relativity
Until it's almost gone

Watch animé series
The longest one
I recommend Rurouni Kenshin
Until it's almost gone

Slit your wrist
Try not to die
Drink your blood, laugh hard
Until it's almost gone

Or stay in your room
Lie in your bed
But don't sleep or even blink
Until it's almost gone

And finally, don't take my advice, it's useless
I tried all of them and I failed
It's still there
She's still there.


________________________
::published in Andamyo Vol. 8
©November 2008

PDF HERE

Tumatawa sa sobrang saya
Tila walang katapusang ligaya
Isinisigaw ng isipan: Ako ang panalo!
Sapagkat ‘di mo ako kaya.

Humahalakhak sa sobrang galak
Mapait na luha’y marahang pumapatak
Sumisigaw ang kaluluwa: Akin ang tagumpay!
Sapagkat ‘di mo ako kaya.

Pinagtutulungan ka ng puso’t isip ko
Na putulin ang huling hibla ng alaala mo
Pinapatay kita sa bawat kwento ko
Sapagkat ‘di mo ako kaya.

Ngunit…

Sa huli ako pa rin ang talo
Dahil sa simula’t simula, ‘di mo kailangang lumaban para manalo
Sapagkat matagal na akong patay sa isip mo
Ni hindi man lang nabuhay sa puso mo.

At sa huli ako pa rin ang talo
Sapagkat ‘di mo ako kaya
Hindi mo ako kayang…
…mahalin.


________________________
::published in Andamyo VII
©June 2007
PDF HERE

Why wait
If it will take eternity
Why follow
If you will move away like a rainbow

Why smile
And pretend to be happy
Why cry
If tears will not lessen the agony

Why dream
And wake up in scream
Why believe
And end up deceived

Why live
If every second alone is a suicide
Why die
If heaven is just a lie

Why ask
If your answer is just another question
Why answer
If I’m not asking even some stupid question

Why write
If you will never read it
Why read
If this writer no longer exists.



________________________
::published in Andamyo VII
©June 2007
PDF HERE

Scenario 1:
A loving couple
Married twenty-nine years
Childless
Deaf God, unanswered prayers.

They died last year
No one to shed a single drop of tear.

A young girl
Eighteen years of age
Left alone
Unwanted pregnancy

Last week, she decided
Unborn child in a jar with liquid.

Scenario 2:
A bald little girl
Fighting cancer for three years
Pain is an understatement
Deaf God in her endless screams.

She departed yesterday
She’s gone along with her family’s wealth.

A stupid little boy
Dreamed to become a lawyer
His mother insists a Mathematician
His father wants an Engineer.

This morning, Algebra exam failed
With his father’s gun, pointblank to his head.

Scenario 3:
A lovely woman
Beaten and raped by a gang.
Her beauty is not just an adjective
Their death is not enough punishment.

An hour ago, a message arrived
Despite courage and prayers, she did not survive.

A loner man
Wrote this poem to kill the time
A trying hard sick poet
Can’t endure the agony of her death.

Now he decided
To be one of his poem’s character
His masterpiece’s player.



________________________
::published in Andamyo VII
©June 2007
PDF HERE

Thanks to Somnus
His kingdom brings hope
His prayer heals faith
For those who praised and followed me

Thanks to the creator of dreams
His masterpiece’s my only weapon and shield
His creation’s my only way
To touch your face, my only bitter way

Thanks to the night
To its fascinating darkness
To its never-ending questions
Yet, I can find the answers though all I can see is your face

Thanks to the poem
For I can express till the last strand of my feelings
For I can create imaginary drops of tears
A virtual cry to lessen my agony

Thanks to the rain
For its drops that remind me of tears
For its coldness that brings back the meaning of being alone
The feelings forever frozen in frame.




________________________
::published in Andamyo VII
©June 2007
PDF HERE

Poems forgotten
Poets died
Games forbidden
Players hide

Leaves withered
Flowers dried
Tryst forgotten
Lovers bid goodbye

Beauty vanished
Good perished
Reality punished
Dreams faded.

Blood runs cold
Tears runs dry
Faith gets old
When will I die?



________________________
::published in Andamyo 6
©2006
PDF HERE

    minsan sa may Kalayaan tayo’y nagkatagpuan,
    may mga sariling gimik at kanya-kanyang hangad sa buhay…


they rose from the end of the battle
the battle of its kind, of same goal
bloodless war, thousand spectators
endless screams, calling their names.

    ‘wag kang matakot ‘di mo ba alam nandito lang ako sa iyong tabi,
    ‘di kita pababayaan kailanman…


four heroes with a mission
to save the earth from evil forces
with their ultraelectromagnetic powers
and their great talent and skills.

    hanggang sa dulo ng mundo, hanggang maubos ang ubo
    hanggang gumulong ang luha, hanggang mahulog ang tala…


he is the backman, the beatle, the hyperactive
has the most weapon among them
with a stick as a trigger,
every enemy will perish in just one beat.

    kung may problema ka, magsuot ng maskara
    takpan ang yong mata, buong mundo’y mag-iiba…


he is the leftman, low note specialist, the energetic
unlike the other three, his hair never evolve,
with his four huge strings as his punisher,
bad creatures will pop their brains out of its shell

    maselang bahaghari, sa aking isipan
    ‘wag kang mabahala, ‘di kita malilimutan…


he is the rightman, feedback master, the electric
the producer of noise, the consumer of cigarette.
the killing machine is his strings and hi-tech gadget
every unwanted elements will surely eliminated.

    o, d’yos ko, ano ba naman ito,
    ‘di ba t@ng-ina, nagmukha akong tanga…


he is the frontman, vox expert, the fantastic
the leader of the force, the mastermind of the plan
with the weapon as his rightman, but the most powerful one
in addition to his voice, evil invaders will vanish together with their clan.

    pinilit kong iahon ka,
    ngunit ayaw mo namang sumama…


while those four beatles busy protecting the universe,
our heroes are here guarding the earth
fighting till the end, saving us till the last drop of their sweat,
till the last strand of their breath.

(but we, the people, are the first to forget their bravery…)

    lahat ng pangarap ko’y bigla lang natunaw,
    sa panaginip na lang pala kita maisasayaw…


but like all heroes, they’re gone
like the quietude of poe and lennon
like the death of jesus and superman
after more than a decade of saving the planet, they left us and gone.

    At ngayon, ‘di pa rin alam, kung ba’t tayo nandito
    Pwede bang itigil muna, ang pag-ikot ng mundo…


but…

they’re back with their own evil-killer league
with the same mission, with their own respective powers
they’re still protecting us, but not as powerful as it was
they’re still there, and humanities could barely remember.

    Kaytagal ko nang naghintay, at nagsunog ng kilay
    Ngayon ay masasabi ko na matamis ang tagumpay…sa wakas…





________________________
::published in Andamyo 6
©2006
PDF HERE

Dance as if no one is watching
Sing like no one is listening
Run that seems everyone is chasing
Fly like you’re in Neverland
Cry like you have an infinite tears
Laugh like nobody cares
Live and lie that you are satisfied
Wait as if someone will come back

…and dream as if it will ever come true.



________________________
::published in Andamyo 6
©2006
PDF HERE

Me…

    I am your god’s greatest enemy.
    I am the creator of wrong.
    The practitioner of bad.
    The follower of evil.
    The producer of fault.
    The performer of sin.

You…

    You are the only spectator in my last greatest performance.

Me…

    I deserve no happiness.




________________________
::published in Andamyo5
September 2005
PDF HERE

I want to look at you
But it seems you always avoid my stares
So I just sit here, rather watching the rain
How can I ever see you between the raindrops and tears.

I want to be near you
But seems you move farther away the closer I got.
So I just sit here, watching your face and enjoying the distance between us
How can ever I afford to see you getting tired of running.

I want to touch you
But seems you turned into gold everytime I try
So I just stand here, embracing the warmness and smell of your skin
How can I ever feel the warmth of your skin if I let you turn into a precious cold gold.

I want to embrace you
But seems you crumpled like a forgotten letter everytime I try
So I just walk, with you on my side, pleased with the softness of your hand.
How can I ever forgive myself if I let you break down in spite of my caring arms.

I long to kiss you
But seems you drift away and drown the moment I touch your lips
So I rather close my eyes whispering those words eloquently while you’re a prisoner of my arms.
How can I ever let you drown and die just for your precious kiss.

I want to be with you, forever
But it seems forever, like infinity, has its own end.
So I just kissed you for the first and last time,
Embrace that never wants to break,
Touch that I will never feel again,
The distance that’s now even farther,
And the last glimpse at your fading silhouette suddenly engulfed by a cruel rain.


________________________
::published in Andamyo5
September 2005
PDF HERE

At nagising na ang diwa
ng malupit na ulap
Ngunit di mo pa rin nakikita
ang saya ng liwanag.

At naglaho na lahat
ng masamang panginip
Ngunit pinipili mo pa ring
humiga at pumikit.

At sisimulan ko na
ang bagong umaga,
Ngunit para sa’yo
magdamag pa ring malaya.

At pumatak na ang luha
ng huling paghihirap,
Ngunit mas ninais mong
magtapon lang ng isang sulyap.

At bumangon ako’t
umasang sasama ka,
Nguni’t mas minabuti mong
humiga na mag-isa

At natapos na
Ang buhay kong walang saysay,
Tapos na rin ang tula ko
Ngayon ay nakahimlay.

At ngayon ay naglalakbay
Tanging alaala ang s’yang akay-akay
Pagdating dun natagpuan ang patunay
Na wala talagang diyos na nagbabantay.


________________________
::published in Andamyo5
September 2005
PDF HERE

kapag napawi na ang maitim na ulap sa paningin mo,
kapag pag-asa’y nakikita na
kapag tapos na ang problema mo,
kapag ang lahat ay maayos na.

kapag inaakala mong matutupad na,
kapag diwa mo’y nakalaya na
kapag demonyo’y nilubayan ka na,
kapag anghel na lang ang ‘yong nakikita.

kapag wala ka ng kaaway,
kapag lahat ay kaibigan mo na
kapag wala ka ng suliranin sa buhay
kapag paghihirap mo’y tapos na.

kapag wala ka ng assignments o tapos na ang exam,
kapag tapos na ang thesis
kapag bayad na lahat ng utang mo,
kapag wala ka ng iniisip na ibang bagay……

isipin mo naman ako….pls.

“….kailan kaya ako magbabalik, sa piling ng iyong mundo… hindi na siguro.”

manhid man ang mga paa, pilit humakbang
marahang tinahak ang destinasyong tinitigan.
marahang iniwan, mga upos na tinapakan
sa bagsak ng mga paa, binasag ang katahimikan

malalim na ang gabi, andito pa rin sa kalye
kalyeng madalang ang nagagawi.
ang kalye na sa lahat ay naging piping saksi
ang calle beinte-nueve.

sa pagpatak ng paa,
sabay ng buntong hininga.
mga kamay sa bulsa
nakatungo, nakatitig sa kalsada.

malayo na rin ang narating
sana’y sapat na ang pagod upang makatulog ng mahimbing
sana’y di na maalala ang dati niyang lambing,
sana’y di na maghintay at di na isipin.

pagdating sa kabilang kanto,
eto at napansin ang isang anino
aninong nag-iisa, pilit naninigarilyo
nag-iisip, ng malalim, naghihintay din sa kanto.

hindi ako nag-iisa!

napangiti ng bahagya, sapagkat may karamay na
kaya’t umupo sa tabi mo, walang salita
sinundan sa pagkatitig, sa pader sa harapan
mga luha’y pumapatak sa papel na niyukos at sinulatan.

sa pagitan ng daliri mo, inabot ang sigarilyong sinindihan
sigarilyong halatang, labi’y madalang lapatan.
isang mahabang hithit, ito at may baga na naman
sabay inilapat sa braso, baga’y naging abo, sarili’y pilit sinaktan.

bakit mo ginawa ‘yon!?
dalawang bagay lang….
para sigarilyo’y di mo na muli subukan
para damayan sa sakit na iyong nararamdaman.

namamanhid na naman ang mga paa, kaya’t tumayo na.
aalis ka na?!
akala ko ba dadamayan mo ako sa aking pag-iisa?
napatayo ka na rin, at nagsimula na namang lumuha.

‘wag ka nang maghintay
sa ilalim ng posteng ito na patay ang kulay.
sayang ang buhay.
para ubusin sa walang kwentang bagay.

hindi lahat ng bagay
ay nasa ating mga kamay..
habang…
…buhay.

marahan kang nilisan.
mapait mong tinitigan.
masakit mang ika’y iwanan
sa ngayon……. kailangan.

ang matagal na tinitigan sa kawalan
kapag andon na at nalaman….
na wala ng pag-asang panalangin ay dinggin.
kahit mag-uumaga na, babalikan kita at aakayin

sa kanto, sa kalsada
tahimik, mapayapa, walang abala
binabatak pabalik lahat ng ala-ala
hinihimok ang sarili, sya’y muling makikita

sa gabing mapanglaw,
sa ilalim ng posteng mapusyaw ang ilaw
nakatitig sa kawalan, imahe nyang mapusyaw
halos buntong hininga lang ang tanging galaw

nasa’n ang paraiso?
sa pagbaba ng kamay, sabay patak ng abo
sabay buga ng usok mula sa sigarilyo
at muling uulitin, pagkaraan ng ilang minuto

eto na naman
itatapon ang upos, tapos tatapakan
sabay dukot ng isa pa, at saka sisisindihan
hithit-buga, sa kawalan ay tititig at mag-iisip na naman.

at ito nangyari na,
huling pirasoy nasa talampakan na
ubos na ang usok , subalit hindi pa ang ala-ala
oras na nagdaan, nawalan ng silbi at naaksaya

wala ng pag-asa
bakit iisipin ang isang ala-ala?
hindi na muling babalik ang isang wala na!
habang buhay pangangarapin ang sadyang imposible na.

kaya’t tumayo dahan-dahan
paang manhid na ay marahang inihakbang,
lumakad patungo sa kawalang tinititigan
sa destinasyong kahit sya ay hindi alam

“..paraiso, akitin mo ako sa anino ng gabing nakyuko sa kalsadang dinaanan nating minsan.. paraiso…. paraiso……”

He was there!
Static and endless gaze
He didn’t care
Deep and unanswerable maze

All alone
Engraving his own name on a tombstone
His epitaph
Digging his own grave, all alone

Here’s another
Drop of seconds in the mud
Light slowly faded
He had nothing, no one he had

Can’t hear anything
Silence in the middle of nowhere
Only a threnody
Sorrowful, lonely and eerie

The serpentine
Swallowed his world in his very hand
Abyss of darkness
And the power infinite sadness

Your portrait on a crumpled paper
Lying on my side
Sitting, staring blankly at the wall
You’re here, you are here!

Eight years, long years of waiting
And the stubborn insomnia surrendered
Now that you’re here, what must I feel?
Do I have to cry, shout or do I have to laugh?

Before, you’re about 15, 000 miles away
But when I saw you yesterday
Of course, I feel the distance changed
It became a million light years.

Your pedestal is even higher now
I’m still on the ground looking up
Then I slowly lowered my head
Amidst of darkness, teardrops fell…

…t@ng#$n@’ bumalik ka pa!!!!

Chink, chink, chink, chink
Chink, chink, chink
Chink, chink
Chink …………….. chink!

Hammer and chisel he released
Together with countless drops of tears
He dropped his head
With his hands, he covered his face

Bayonet piercing his chest
Bullet on forehead, pointblank
Watered eyes, everlasting gaze
Everything, every dream sank.

How hard to be alone
How painful to engrave the name of your love on a tombstone.

SolarSystem

Asteroids

SolarFlare

Bookmark and Share

Planets

BigBangTheory

Aliens